Friday, 5 January 2018

A Post About Nothing: The End

I guess it's really over and cancelled. I am cancelled in fact.

In my last post about 2017, I mentioned my long-distance relationship and said that it's a bitch, but I was ready to fight for it. What an irony it is that we are now no longer together. Keeping things up long distance is excruciatingly difficult. Though I wanted - and still do - to keep fighting for it and not giving up, it's got too much for him. I guess I saw this coming, but you know, like I said, I’d had no intention of giving up trying yet. Nevertheless, I understand it's no point in forcing each other to go on with a relationship that probably wouldn't work for much longer.

I was going to delete that post about last year, but just deleting it doesn't erase it or make it disappear. Plus, it's not like it's bad memory. He still is a special person to me. We don't hate each other because our relationship is over. We didn't get angry and curse it other out, but we were able to talk and decided it's for the best. It's not a bad and ugly breakup, but it doesn't hurt any less.

I had been avoiding opening myself up to a man for as long as I could remember. I've always had serious trust issues with men. I kinda hate men and think they're no good if I'm going to be frank here. But then, this man came into my life and for the first time, I let my guards down and finally allowed myself to love. It'd be a lie to say I don't love him anymore now that it's all over, but it'd be unfair to us both to drag the relationship on.

I don't want to accept it, but you know, there's not much else I can do. It will take me awhile to be ok because I honestly don’t know how to even begin handling and dealing with this. This just hurts so much.

Anyway, you can understand I'm in no mood to blog, especially when I have to write about our Ninh Binh trip, which was great, but it's still not easy. Not right now.

I'm done. Thank you.

Sunday, 31 December 2017

Wrap It Up: It’s Over, You’re Cancelled, 2017.

2017 is coming to an end. Time sure just flies by, doesn’t it? There were certainly lots of ups and downs this year.

My IG's best nine

Thursday, 28 December 2017

Explore Norhern Vietnam - Day 1 In Ninh Bình

After over eight months, I was finally able to reunite with my boyfriend 😁  We didn't get to travel during his last visit because I'd just moved into my flat, so things were a bit hectic then. Thus, this time, we tried to fit in a travel plan to the North.

Chosen destination: Ninh Bình 💚

View from our room 🌿

Wednesday, 20 December 2017

VGang in Phuket: Honourable Mentions

Welcome to the finale of Vegan Food Adventure in Phuket! The finale features honourable vegan eats that did not make it the top roundup in my last Phuketpost hehe. It would have been an overwhelming post if I had squeezed all the food in one post, so this seems more reasonable.

Check out previous episodes here: Episode 1 and Episode 2.

VGang ate a lot of food during Phuket Veg Fest. I took a new writing approach to my last post about my top picks from the trip first (idea credit: Nick 💁 ). This one, I dedicate this post to the rest of the good stuff 😁

Monday, 6 November 2017

Vegan Gang Taking Over Phuket Vegetarian Festival

And we're back for another episode of Vegan Food Adventure In Phuket!

This year, Phuket Vegetarian Festival went on from the 20th to 28th of October. I arrived on the 22nd - an interesting arrival 😅 , which I talked about in my last post here.

First Phuket post was mainly storytelling. This post right here, however, is all about food-telling 😋